ahhh. how i've missed blogging.
hahs. soo not.
lol. i am beginning to think whatever i type abt here is not safe anymore -.-'
there are still backstabbing littel b's and a's.
its just annoying.
anyways, hows life?
well let me see, nowadays life seems to suck.
like really sucky -er than usual,
hahs.
i give up. on what you may ask?
everything.
life,love,friendships. school.
*sigh*
dont ask, too many painful things have happened.
and its only jan!
i dont know how most people handle their problems..
but i just cant seem to handle mine.
everything is just screwed up.
and i feel more crippled than ever,
i miss what i used too be.
soo happy and couldn't care less what anyone thought of me.
i just wanna be happy again,like that kid.
to smile when i see rain.
to laugh easily..
okay,some of you must think i'm nuts by now, but hey, i used to smile when i see rain.
i love the rain,now..i just feel gloomy whenever it rains.
growing up sucks.
good news out of all of this,i'm starting to write poems again.
ooh. and i'm starting to pay attention in class again.
well except for m.hadith and physics. hahs.
cant really blame me -.-'
i just cant pay attention when Ustazah F and Mr I teach me.
anyways, other than that, school's okay,
and ufff,i'm beginning to not like my new classmates that much..
some of them are okay, others?
well lets just say i'd rather dive in a lake than be classmates with them
well. if some of you new classmates feel the same way as me, then thank go the feelings mutual.
oh ,i know,i can be such a b. but thats just me.
hmmm. anyways,i gotta go. need my rest right?
oh great tmrrws feb -.-'
You Know You Love Me;
Fatin.







